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duno. :|

2009-10-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

Haha. My goodness. I have something to share. I've been fascinated and little confuse about my horoscope. It says that
"Today you may be putting your focus on your relationship, Virgo, clearing the air over some issue that has been left on the back burner for way too long. If you are not currently in a relationship, this is a good day for making your case to some...one you are interested in: you will most likely have positive results. Money and finances seem to be somewhat of a concern, and there is something favorable happening in this regard, but not today. In just a few days, you will probably receive something that you have been looking forward to".
Hm. what does it mean? Hmm. Ayoko umasa. I want to believe and rely that everything is just coincidence but deep inside, I wish its destiny. Jerk. ahah. But I don't want to expect more. I'm happy on what we are now. Or would it be happier if it will be more than we are now? Hm. I think so. But As what I've said, I don't want to expect more. Do I deserve him? Hm. Or do he really deserve me and ...... ?? Haha. LOL. I hate thinking and wasting my time just because of this kinda nonsense things. I am happy with my life now. Hm, but there is no assurance on what will happen tomorrow. He's here, but he's not totally mine. Do I look selfish or quite ambitious? :(. Hm, I will keep distance. Mahirap na, baka maulit lang ulit. Pano ko matatakasan ang isang bagay na alam kong makakasakit sa 'kin kung patuloy ko pa ring hahayaan ang ganitong bagay na guluhin ako? That's why I really have to go. Ngayon pa nga lang e nasasaktan na ko, pano pa kaya bukas? Am I really fallen? I think so. Pero its over. I let it go. Ok na nasaktan na ko. Kesa naman masaktan na naman ako. At mas mahirap nang tanggapin kung masasaktan ako dahil sa pareho at paulit-ulit lang na dahilan.
- FOOLISHNESS. f*ck.

ssshh. (:

2009-10-09T05:44:00.000-07:00

Haha. Now I know, my previous blog post made me laughed. Soo dramatic... sshh. ryt?? Just DON'T mind it. He's the one who really have to think of it. :)
Oke, back to business. :) I'm still confused on what I feel. I don't know if I feel something special for him. (he's not the one who is on my previous blog post :D) I really don't know why these things happened. I'm just actually looking for some signs yet everything seemed to be on its place. I want to believe that its just a coincidence yet my heart tells me that its not, that everything happened because it meant to happen. I can't see the difference between coincidence and destiny. I really don't know if those signs were just coincidence. But I was tempt to believe that its destiny who started its way between me and him.
I want him to be out of my life yet he always giving me reasons to catch up my attention. I treated him so special. I really cared for him and learned everything about him. The same way I feel because he made me feel so special but the thing is, does it mean to him?? ooowww.
Hm.. I feel so stupid. I get hurt the first time, and now, here I am, writing a blog post. Same scenes, same situations and same questions. Am I really intended to fall for someone who can never be mine? Well I guess, that's what love means. A compassionate feeling without expecting too much in return. Yeah. definitely right. I want to stick in this thing but I hesitate why do I have to do this? I'm really tired of upholding a feeling for someone even though he doesn't care at all. I never wished to be with him forever, but I want him to be with me in every trials, defeats and victories I have to face, I didn't wished to be his someone special and introduce to his peers, yet I want him to notice me and share his stories . And most of all, I didn't wished to be love by him because I don't want to gain what I expected just because of a wish. I want him to realize someday that whatever he has now is uncertain and whatever things he would let go might make his life miserable.
Sorry for you dude. haha. LMAO. (:
Stay safe dude. How I wish that one day I'll be able to wake up, aim high and escape this foolish nightmare. how I WISH!!. tsk.

Hm. Dunno?

2009-08-26T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hmf. I just want to clear things out. But I don't know how and I don't know what to say and I don't know what I am going to clear at. I hate this feeling. I'm not jealous yet my actions contradict on what I say. Am I really in***e? Hmf. Nooooooo. DUNNNNOOOO! I'm scared. And I might just get hurt. He is intended for someone. And I cannot give what his girl can. I don't know. I get hurt whenever he talks about his girl. I get hurt whenever I saw him having fun with other girls. And I get hurt whenever other ladies try to catch him. I don't know why. Hm. It just started with a JOKE. And I was the one who started it. But now, look who's taking it seriously .. Its ME. Hm. Why am I fallen' for someone whose love was never really mine? He likes somebody else. But .............. hmmm.. I DON'T know. I hate this feeling. How I wish this feeling would suddenly fade away. I want guilt and anger conquer what my heart whispers for now. And I want him to regret because of hurting me. Its not my lost at all. Its enough. I give up. I guess, its the right time for I to say Goodbye. Don't expect too much. I loved you. And I will no longer do. the GAME is now OVER.
:(

Ooooppzzi. What a GOODNIGHT. haha. ;D

2009-08-04T22:48:00.000-07:00

Ye. I feel like I'm still dreaming. Hoho. I never expected that it will happen at last. Hayy. That night. That night. I gained a troop, a companion, a brother, a classmate, a neighbor, a joker, and of course, a GREAT friend. Hihi. It's unforgettable. Hindi ko kasi talaga inexpect. So, I learned and proved that "First Impression never really lasts.." Hahaha. aun. very and so much captivated. Smpre, natatawa rin ako sa sister ko. Hehe. She is also one of the reasons why I became happy that night. Hehe. I really enjoyed sharing him my stories and listen to his. Haha. So funny. Well, at least...... Errr. La .. I don't want to expect too much. I just have to uphold and to bloom our progressing relationship. Haha. ;DD

'Til next blog. XOXO. ;))

wotta. hm. hoho.

2009-07-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

Love it. Nice. Hihi. Bilis nawala ng inis ko. Ganon lang un. At pasalamat naman ang CJ kundi... Naku.. Ayy. Well, forgive and forget. I won't waste my notable day just because of him. I mean, her pala. Sorry for that. Haha. Just kidding. :)

Hm. Anyway.. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nag-blog pero ang alam ko lang.. Gusto ko mag-blog. Haha. Gulo ko kausap. Pero hamu na yun. I feel captivated. It seems that everything that I've been looking for is right after me. Lahat ng pinaghihirapan ko, alam ko nagiging worthful kahit mahirap un. Pero aus lang.

Hm. Masaya lang talaga ako ngayon. Sobrang masaya. Haha. I love the way I live my life now. Although, wala pa masyadong captured memories na nangyari. Ayyy. Hamu na nga un. Nakakasira lang ng momentum ng kaligayahan kung iisa-isahin ko pa mga kadramahan at kabuwisitan sa buhay ko. Haha. Masaya nga ako tas mabubuwisit lang dahil dun. I'm just being optimistic. I look on the positive side of life. And not with the things that ruined and threaten my happiness, contentment and enjoyment.

LiVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST.. ;D

That's how my world revolves. In looking and longing for authentic happiness. ;P

Kim Bum's DAY!

2009-07-07T05:41:00.000-07:00

Haha. ayun. Naishare ko lang.
requested by alena, pang-inis keh krizzie. Haha. But this post is really intended to show my affection and care for Yi Jeong. Haha. Aun. Happy Happy Birthday KIM BUM. I love you so much.
Aun. Ingat tayo. ;))

Happy Birthday Kim BUM! Haha. ;)

all because of HIM. ;))

2009-07-03T04:10:00.001-07:00

Haha. It seems that I’m really addicted with someone. Everything happens so badly. Haha. My life.. I mean OUR life was placed in trouble because of a little. Haha. I just can’t help myself but to laugh. I remember crazy things I’ve done just few hours and few days from now. Hahahaha. I want to laugh. LOL. Hahahaha again. I simply can’t imagine myself doing such things. But some say that it’s natural and common if they hear those things that I’ve done. I’m blaming him. But I don’t want to get mad because he really seemed to be different for me.. The way he smiles, he talks and stares at me. Its all glamorous. And I’m very flattered because I finally know him not just by name, but also as one of my friends. Haha. Haha.

Hit the ball dude. Take care of it. I’m just right here on my window keep on shouting your name. Haha. LOL. ;DD

—— ——-. ;D

OK. :D

2009-06-18T04:02:00.000-07:00

Aw. Haha. I feel so great today! Wow. And I probably don't know why. Gosh. Haha. I'm just happy. Does it bother you? Well, sorry for that. Haha. Hm. I just want to have something new with my page, and I guess this is the right time for me to create a new post because of my undefinable feeling. Haha.
I miss my HYLeaP co-delegates. Hm. I think about them most of the times. The laughter, the tears, jokes, good times with each other .. Hm. I simply miss everything about them. I believe that the friendship begun within us will continue and the memories we've shared together was eternal. Haha. I simply MISS YOU GUYS. And I'm looking forward to be with you the second, the third, the fourth,.... etc.. timeS around.
Hm. But off course, I miss my classmates, although we've just seen each other few hours ago. I'm just feeling alone, but I'm happy. My siblings are not with me, that's why I'm alone. My HYLeaP, SERVICE, JL, smah famz are the ones who made me feel this way. And I'm grateful for that. ;DD

SINO AKO?

2009-05-19T18:50:00.001-07:00

SINO AKO?

To commonly start this damn blog, I want to tell you that this post is all about ME. just ME. Ok?
Walang magulo. Walang eepal. Haha.

Charisse. yan ang pangalan ko. Mary Charisse Valerio 'y Flores naman para buong buo. Pinanganak ako ng nanay ko. Katulong nya gumawa sa 'kin ang tatay ko syempre. Haha. Just kidding. Hm. You can call me Charisse, Cha, Chang, Aring, Chiz. Sounds all cool right? Haha. Sorry naman kung hindi. hihi. Super bored ako ngayon kaya naisipan kong lamanan ang mabulok-bulok ko nang blog acct. Hihi. 15 years old ako ngayon. Mag-si'16 sa Sept.8. Youngest ako sa 'min. ayon. Incoming highschool senior this school year.

Hm. So much fond of FOOD and diff. BEVERAGES. haha. Purple fav. color ko, pero ewan ko ba, gusto ko na rin ng green. Masaya naman ako kasama. Game sa lahat pag nasa mood at may pepay. Haha.

Haha. Hilig ko din ang manuod ng TV series. Actually, I'm an avid fan of AJ Perez. I like him so much. I'm also fond of watching American Idol. I love everything about it. I loke David Cook and Archuleta off course. Sadly, I wasn't able to watch their concert last May 16. Ginawa ko lahat para mapilit sila mama na makanuod ako ng concert, pero wala e. Ganun talaga. May mas mahalaga pa daw na paglaanan kaysa dun. BUT I still believe na makikita ko sila. Haha. In my dreams. Specially AJ perez. basta GIGGER BOYS. haha. pati KOREAN F4. love them. haha. Masyado fanatic nila ako e. tss. Ngayon, sinusuportahan ko sila ADAM Lambert at KRIS Allen. Wish them both good luck. :D

Wala talaga ko maisip. Basta. Mabait naman ako. Masipag at sobra mag-engage ng time at effort sa mga bagay na gusto kong gawin. Sobrang determinado ko sa mga bagay na ginagawa ko. Masaya ako with my FAMILY, my mom. dad. ate&kuya and all of my relatives, my FRIENDS. and lahat ng tao sa paligid ko. Haha. I am nothing without you guys. I love you so much. ;))

Actually, I don't know what to write here because I find it hard to express myself exactly as who and what I am right now. The only thing I know is that I'm HAPPY being myself. No BUTs. I simply LOVE being ME and I enjoy my life with my loved ones. and I love everything about them, and about ME off course. :D

THIS is ME. hihi.

Uulitin ko. AKO lang to. Hindi IKAW. wala akong pakialam kahit na anong sabihin with regards in my blog post. Basta. AKO re.

SORRY naman.

*THE ORIGINAL. UNIQUE. EXTRAORDINARY. RARE. DEVIANT. EXCEPTIONAL.*

Longing for something

2009-05-19T18:49:00.000-07:00

Longing for something

Bakit ganun? Okay naman buhay ko. Masaya at kontento na ko. With my family, with my friends. pero it seems na may hinahanap ako pero hindi ko alam kung ano. haay'ewan. Naguguluhan na ko. Hyaan na nga. Gsto ko lang magkwnto. Haha. basta. Hindi ko kasi alam kung ano na gagawin ko. Kung ano nga tong hinahanap ko. Haay. Gets mo ba ko? Hmm. Siguro HINDI no? Ako kase, hindi ko maintindihan sarili ko, ikaw pa kaya!! Hmm. ayoko ng ganito eh. Kaya nga I keep myself busy. Gusto ko maging masaya talaga. Pwede naman un pero ewan ko kung bakit hindi mangyari sa ngayon. Nasa 'kin na lahat ng gusto, nagagawa ko naman gusto kong gawin at super thankful ako sa kung ano ako ngayon. PERO. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. Napa-praning na ata ako. Hmm. Hindi siguro. Pero I'll let time to heal and to find what I really longing for. For now, I have to rely with this saying: "Yesterday's gone, Tomorrow may not come. Enjoy life TODAY.":))

It's been a long time..

2009-02-23T02:25:00.000-08:00

So, gulat kau kung bkt it's been a long time un title neto.
1. super tagal ko nang hnd nakapag-blog.
dahil na naging mejo busy sa studies. pero ngyn, kelangan ko xa.
la kc q makausap ee. hai naku. si mama lang kasama ko d2 lge pa nagpphinga.
smpre, dpat ee di q niistorbo un.
wla ate q at si kuia. mm. kla ko nun mas masaya pag aq nlang d2.
hnd pala. nakakamiss dn palang meh kaawai. hm.
la nga mangaasar skn, la nga mambbwset o anu pa man ee mlungkot naman nu.

hahai'nagsenti pa. lalang. la talaga ko mapagbuntungan ng feelings ee. hai. aun.
I want to end up my blog with a smile, but I find it hard to do so.
but, no choice. All I have to do is to continue my life without fears, smile always.
Everything happens for a reason!
aun. (tama ba mga banat ko?)
haha. tinoyo pa.
aun.
mingats. :))

INTRAMURALS!!

2008-11-24T04:14:00.000-08:00

ooh.
ayos naman.. ang HUSAY nan araw na too..
FIRST day nan INTRAMS.. waha.
first day dn nan JL na magbantay..
errr.
epal nan mga BATANG yan. peste mga elem tlaga..
hmm. ang papampam.. bute pa si CHOLO, nun una lan nagkulet.. at lakas pala nya sooper .. kakashock.. peru uki lan kc nun huli ee uki na kme. close na kme.. nadaan sa tuya.. hehe. aun. bsta.. nagpakulung kme dun na tila nasa REHAS kme..
grr. kawawa nu? napagkakaisahan pa.. natarayan tului sila nan mganda kong superpowers.. hmm. eepal kc sb nan bawal EPAL. humf. kakabwset. kme pa nasisi ee sumusunod lan dn kme para hnd masampal nu..
aha. sb kc ni mama MHEL. pag dw meh nakapanik ee sasampalin nya dw kme.. haha.
ayos no? exciting?!! waha.
ala aku mgawa..
at ptuloy ang FIRST day nan INTRAMSS!??? at dere-derecho streyt din ang aming pagkatalo..
pangquiz bee lan talaga kme.. hm. gara nu? mm.
peru uki lan.. at least we've tried and proven our BEST!? ye. ayos aman nu? ang ganda nan ENGLISH. aun.
:D

waw naman. :P

2008-11-07T02:49:00.000-08:00

ayos ang araw na to..
nagponta kme sa monesteryo.. ala madre dw ba?
hehe. aun. at ang mga boys ee sa seminaryo..
mm. un monestaryo ee sa likud nun seminaryo, tas bale isang compound lan cla..
aun. hehe. gets ba?
mm. ayos un mga seminarista .. andaeng nasayang.. hehe. juk lan.
hnd masasayang mga un nu.. meh nakalaan na talagang buhai sa knila.. sayang nga lan at hnd aku nla nkilala.. kapal ee. ekk.
m. aun, nabighani pa ata akung mging madre.
awts naman.. kwawa aku dun nu. para silang nakakulong.. peru sb nga ee VOCATION daba?
haha. meh calling nga ika..
aun.. nun papunta ee masaya na rn kht na subrang msikip sa buluk na L3o0 nan smah .. puru kaugaan lan ang nanyare..
kkatuwa tlaga .. sooppeer.!! as in. hehe.. si hetty ang katabi ku.. pati si KFC tila nabaliw na ata dun kakakanta nan maraming kanta don.. at si ***** .. aww. nasulyapan ku na nan matagal.. makasali na sa FANS CLUB nun ugok na un.. lalu na nun pauwe, grabe gabe na kc kme nakauwe ee. andilim pa sooper.. as in pde na ku ikolung dhil sa pagnanakaw ku nan tingin.. heheh.. juklan.. bute nga hnd pa si rodge un ee. kundi,baka kumandong pa ko don. hehe. aaaw! aun..
kakatuwa talaga.. tawa ku nan tawa .. sumabay pa ang mga joke ni ma'am eliza.. kakatawa naman un iba ee .. ksu karamihan ee mmm.. no comment.. peru natatawa pa din aku kc xa ee tuwang-tuwa sa mga jokes nya.. hehe..
aun. kht ala lan. hehe. auku magsalita ee.
nun pauwe na kme ee nagaya sana kme magstop over para kmaen tas sb ni sister ee tinapay na lan daw.. aun binili naman kme nan tinapay .. libre pa kmu... ang mahiwagang PANDESAL na alang pandesal at softdrinks o kht anung panulak.. aun..
kakatuwa lan talaga araw na to.. :))

--birthdays!

2008-10-28T05:20:00.000-07:00

oct. 28..
HAPPY BORTDAY
SIR JERRY...
ye. si sir JERRY ang astig at guapong guapo nameng teacher sa AP,
at adviser ng SIMPLY!
SANCHEZ apelido,
at sa CALUMPIT nakadestino..
ninong siya ni BUNSO ko..
at GLEN ang pangalan netu..
EVANGELISTA apelido..
na taga san pablo..
ang suerte nan SIMPLY!
tatlong cake ang nanenok..
peru kht isa daw.. ala natikman si sir JERRY..
tsk..
bortday kc nya..
ang baet nyan..
at guapo pa.. ssssssssooooooooobbbbbraaaaaaaaaa. :P
ayon..
happy bortday sir jerry!!:))

28th day of october 2oo8..

2008-10-28T05:08:00.000-07:00

-MARIANS' DAY!!-

aw... kamusta naman ang nanyare ngayon!
bwaha.
puro kauugaan.. kahihiyan.. ksu ala na ku nun ee.
hehe. suri naman. XD. hehe.
gntu pala un responsibility nan pgging JL. parang ala ka na tym para sa ibang bagay..
ala kang tym at chance magenjoy.. aun..
peru kht papanu,nagenjoy naman aku sa marians' day..
kht meju kakashy.. hehe. u know..
dae na ata fans'waa. kapaL.
mm. saya pala maligo sa ulan,w/matching sermun effect pa from my parents! jahe.. yan tului.. meh topak ever aku ngayon.. hmu un.. ksalanan ku bang maulanan? db hnd naman?? un ulan kc ee.. bkt nun nasa kalsada nq saka bumuhos.. at ang sama p.. basa lahat nan gmet ku sa munting maleta ku na ang laman ay pang 5 days na dmet.. hehe. hnd naman.. basta puro dmet.. at ang pinakamasaklap!! basa wallet ku,basa dn pera ku! shocks.. as in WET.. grabe.. lahat tlaga.. tsk.. sayang nu? mm.
at kasalukuyang nakasampay ngaun ang mga pera ku..
saka nagpapatuyo.. hehe..
so ipinagbibigay alam ku na..
kun kelangan nyu nan pera.. pumunta na kau sa likod nan bahay naen.. sa meh sampayan..
meh limang pisong papel at sampung pisong dalawa ulu pa dun..
keri yon!
whaha.:))

mm. haiz..

2008-10-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

ngekk.. tagal ku hnd nakapag OL.. waa.. at etu na ku!! am BAK.. waa. ansaya..
subra kc hectic nan sked. ee!!? grabe'dae TAPING.. halos sa car na lan aku matulug..
at madalas la pa tulug.. mmm.. sobra stress (feeling netu?! haha:P) ayon.
namiz ku mag frenster,namiz ku magblog at namiz ko MAGYM! hai.. dae offline messages aah..
ye. katamaran nan bata ee ngaun lan natapos sa lecture sa MAPEH..
ye. at least natapus db'db? hehe.
comment naman sa frenster ne?
at pa add sa ym.
chavalerio_08
hehe. chat'chat. yeye..
at paadd din fs..
chavalerio_08@yahoo.com
dummybitch_08@yahoo.com
chalamat. :))
ILY all. tssuup.
CHAng'o8. :]

what's this?

2008-10-10T21:24:00.000-07:00

am I fallen? hai. hnd pde nu.. hnd talaga!! kc masama ... ee hnd.. kc basta.. magulu.. I'm so confused auku.. di pde.. hnd pa ku ready ule nu.. hnd ku pa kaya.. at aral muna.. aral'aral. aun.
I'm just protecting myself.. I don't want to hurt at lalu auq masaktan nu..
yan nasa pic drama yan.. peru auko maging totoo yan.. awts.
aun.

rrrrrrr.

2008-10-10T09:09:00.000-07:00

gara naman!
kakainis naman..
mm.

aun. magppalit na ku tom nan number.. waa. bwset.. post ku d2 yun number ku..
kunin nyu na lan..
lalu na klasmets ku.
ayon.
GRRR! bwset na globe nga na tunay!

blogger. :))

2008-10-09T20:22:00.000-07:00

aun. meh blog na din!
yey.
just PLEASE always visit this site huh?
to make this wondrous girl HAPPY and FLATTERED. aww. XD

thanks.
chang'chang08.