Hm. Dunno?

Hmf. I just want to clear things out. But I don't know how and I don't know what to say and I don't know what I am going to clear at. I hate this feeling. I'm not jealous yet my actions contradict on what I say. Am I really in***e? Hmf. Nooooooo. DUNNNNOOOO! I'm scared. And I might just get hurt. He is intended for someone. And I cannot give what his girl can. I don't know. I get hurt whenever he talks about his girl. I get hurt whenever I saw him having fun with other girls. And I get hurt whenever other ladies try to catch him. I don't know why. Hm. It just started with a JOKE. And I was the one who started it. But now, look who's taking it seriously .. Its ME. Hm. Why am I fallen' for someone whose love was never really mine? He likes somebody else. But .............. hmmm.. I DON'T know. I hate this feeling. How I wish this feeling would suddenly fade away. I want guilt and anger conquer what my heart whispers for now. And I want him to regret because of hurting me. Its not my lost at all. Its enough. I give up. I guess, its the right time for I to say Goodbye. Don't expect too much. I loved you. And I will no longer do. the GAME is now OVER.
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Ooooppzzi. What a GOODNIGHT. haha. ;D

Ye. I feel like I'm still dreaming. Hoho. I never expected that it will happen at last. Hayy. That night. That night. I gained a troop, a companion, a brother, a classmate, a neighbor, a joker, and of course, a GREAT friend. Hihi. It's unforgettable. Hindi ko kasi talaga inexpect. So, I learned and proved that "First Impression never really lasts.." Hahaha. aun. very and so much captivated. Smpre, natatawa rin ako sa sister ko. Hehe. She is also one of the reasons why I became happy that night. Hehe. I really enjoyed sharing him my stories and listen to his. Haha. So funny. Well, at least...... Errr. La .. I don't want to expect too much. I just have to uphold and to bloom our progressing relationship. Haha. ;DD

'Til next blog. XOXO. ;))