Wednesday, October 28, 2009

duno. :|

Haha. My goodness. I have something to share. I've been fascinated and little confuse about my horoscope. It says that
"Today you may be putting your focus on your relationship, Virgo, clearing the air over some issue that has been left on the back burner for way too long. If you are not currently in a relationship, this is a good day for making your case to some...one you are interested in: you will most likely have positive results. Money and finances seem to be somewhat of a concern, and there is something favorable happening in this regard, but not today. In just a few days, you will probably receive something that you have been looking forward to".
Hm. what does it mean? Hmm. Ayoko umasa. I want to believe and rely that everything is just coincidence but deep inside, I wish its destiny. Jerk. ahah. But I don't want to expect more. I'm happy on what we are now. Or would it be happier if it will be more than we are now? Hm. I think so. But As what I've said, I don't want to expect more. Do I deserve him? Hm. Or do he really deserve me and ...... ?? Haha. LOL. I hate thinking and wasting my time just because of this kinda nonsense things. I am happy with my life now. Hm, but there is no assurance on what will happen tomorrow. He's here, but he's not totally mine. Do I look selfish or quite ambitious? :(. Hm, I will keep distance. Mahirap na, baka maulit lang ulit. Pano ko matatakasan ang isang bagay na alam kong makakasakit sa 'kin kung patuloy ko pa ring hahayaan ang ganitong bagay na guluhin ako? That's why I really have to go. Ngayon pa nga lang e nasasaktan na ko, pano pa kaya bukas? Am I really fallen? I think so. Pero its over. I let it go. Ok na nasaktan na ko. Kesa naman masaktan na naman ako. At mas mahirap nang tanggapin kung masasaktan ako dahil sa pareho at paulit-ulit lang na dahilan.
- FOOLISHNESS. f*ck.

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